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Kelvin Lee/BlaZe.
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City Harvester.
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Yuhua Primary | 1D,2D,3D,4E,5F,6F |
Hong Kah Sec | 1A,1B,2C,3B 4B|


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T-Shirts from BODS, 77th Street, Spade, M style,Freshbox and many more.
Shirts from Spade, Freshbox
Vest.
Jeans from Levis Signature.
Shoes. (High cut Converse).
Jackets from BODS.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 11/11/2009
The ordeal is over

I can't really believe it, its finally over, its just like taking a climb on a mountain so high and the fruits of overcoming the odds are so satisfying, i thank the Lord who has strengthened me. After tmr, it shall be time for fun, K-box, shopping spree, movies, whatever activities haha. Words can't describe my excitement now. Now, its time to start the search again. Haha, yeah, you know what i mean. As always. I'm more confident cause all i've been through has already shaped and molded my character. Yeap, since i haven't been posting much, i guess i'll make this a short one. :DD


Be back again sometime.


BlaZe883
The search goes on.




Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 9/30/2009
Day 1.

Gotten back the prelim results le. Was quite shocked with my results at first.

Chinese- A2
E-math-A2
History/S.S- A2
A-math- C6
Combined Science- C5
F&N- C5

Lastly there is English where i haven gotten back yet.
Was quite pleased with the results but i'll work harder to get a L1B4 of 10.

Once again, i daydream of those events over and over again. It never seems to fade away because i'm just longing for it, day after day, the feeling is still intense. It ever occurred to me if all of that never happened. What will i become? It's now a huge question mark with no solutions. This isn't right, it isn't.




Singing as a form of drowning of sorrows.

BlaZe883




Monday, September 7, 2009, 9/07/2009
Forgetting everything.

Its pointless going anywhere right now, i guess this is the end. I'm not having a great reaction to that, but feel a little more relieved than usual, i need to take a break from all the worldly affairs. This is taking too much of me. I must put my focus more on God and studies right now as i need them the most. Thankfully, i've been back and experienced the presence of "HIM" who made me feel excited. And i just need 'HIM' to show me where the one is.

GRR, i still cant post pictures yet.


BlaZe883




Sunday, August 30, 2009, 8/30/2009
Busy days.

I've been busy studying a lot for this few days and it really is refreshing, its intriguing how i can manage to start studying and keep the momentum. Surprisingly, i haven come to a halt or sort but i feel even more inspired to continue to keep the dream of getting superlative grades in place. Even so, I can feel myself wanting to learn more and to enhance my knowledge. I guess its influence, seeing all my friends gearing up and getting ready for the 'O' level fight just makes me want to strive even harder. Haha, anyway, tmr will be teachers day celebration, wonder how it would turn out, after that will go and study and then in the evening, pool. Its been a long time since i've played. Again i wonder how i will fare. LOL.

Damn, i cant post pictures, its irritating la, blogger.

Tuesday will be going out again, going shopping with friends.
I'm gonna go on a shopping spree again. Haha


BlaZe883




Wednesday, August 19, 2009, 8/19/2009
Waking up from my deep sleep

Now i've realised i need to work to my fullest. I'm tired of losing and i wann to achieve grades to my best ability, i'll let this MT O level be a lesson learnt. It is sufficient enough to push me to my limits, because i cant stand losing. I am now determined and i know what i wann already for my results. So i'm going to achieve what i wann to stop playing around.

Last week, my friends celebrated my birthday for me. Ray, Hui, Joshua, Kenneth and Yee Seng surprised me with a cake after Ray lied to me, telling me that he alone would pick me up and then head to Suntec. I left the house, then walked to the staircase, to my surprise, i saw 5 of them standing on the stairs, with a cake. I was like, OMG, i think my blood pressure then rocketed skyhigh. We then returned to my house to eat the cake. After that, travelled to Suntec with mom's and aunt's car. Reached. Walked up to k-box and then sang our hearts out. Then Ray lied again. He told me the present would be given to me on Tuesday because they do not have enough funds to buy it yet. Then i was caught unaware. Returned from toilet and then they asked me to eat the snacks. Saw something black which doesnt look like it can be eaten, then i decided not to touch it. But i was puzzled, and continue to glance at it whenever i think something is wrong. Then everyone laughed like mad. They forced me to eat the snacks while continue to indulge in their inside jokes. I then pulled out the black band with curiousity, i found a necklace with a cross, i asked Ray, ehh, i got so holy meh? He laughed out loud.

After all the singing, we went for dinner at Subway with Ray, Hui, Yee Seng and Xinyi. Bernice and Jia Yi went off when we had dinner. Chatted a lot in Subway, mostly all -cant be told jokes- haha.

Really enjoyed myself.


BlaZe883
Dun undermine me
I can do it




Sunday, August 9, 2009, 8/09/2009
Sick and tired.

What a bloody nightmare i had last night, I dreamt of you just rejecting me and getting with another guy. What the heck, its totally crazy. I'm on the brink on cracking under stress, thank God that i'm still holding on cause he's there for me. I heard that dreams are the total opposite of reality, i dun know, i really hope so. Sigh, i'll just leave things to nature, let nature take its course.


BlaZe883




8/09/2009
National Day.....

Haha, today was darn fun, went out early in the morning around 11 with Ray to buy some clothes. Went to Bugis, to the Iluma shopping centre and Bugis Junction. Bought shirts from Recoil and Messy. After that, we went to meet Ray's friends, namely Reen, Jie Yi, Jason and lastly Alex. They are fun people, i throughly enjoyed going out today. Then we went to the Singapore Art Museum, browsed for a while, the exhibits were quite artistic to describe. After that, we went for body and face paint, erm, i'm sure its not that name but something like that luh. Lol, Alex had his whole face painted with the national flag, whoa, patriotic sia. I then had half of my face painted with the national flag. lol these are the pictures.


Me at home

Serious



The one wearing the elmo t-shirt is Alex and the one behind is Jason

Alex, me.


Overall, i enjoyed myself very much, meeting new friends and having so much fun, lol.


Since yesterday, i feel down and all, just because i saw.. Do i still stand a chance or not?
I dun know, but no matter what, i still need an answer. I'm feeling tired already, its like taking one step forward and two steps back. Sigh, i'm fatigued.



BlaZe883